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I'm worried

It seems like the medicine I’m taking in order not to have diabetes, or any complication like that in the future, is not working. I’m worried because I’m doing all I can do to lose weight. I go to the gym and run 10 kilometers three times a week, I drink a lot of water and tried to take care of what I’m eating so, it’s terribly frustrating when I go to the doctor and she makes me face the truth.

The doctor has maintained the doses, 2 pills per day, but I’m getting tired of it. That is not the only medicine I have to take because 2 other doctors are controlling me. Medicine makes me feel sick and depressive instead to make me feel better.

Every month, when I go to the appointment I’m afraid. I hate being so controlled...I want to lose weight and be just like many other girls my age, but it´s so hard for me. But I’m determinate to end this, so I have to carry on with the treatment although some days are like yesterday.

I have set a goal for me. Next appointment it’s going to be on October 15th and I don’t want to feel like a looser again. So, I’ve decided to organize my week to go 3 times a week to the gym (because as the university has started I’ve been going between 1 or 2 days per week) and just eat what my diet says I can. So I have to function like a clock.

I know I can do it, I’m very organize, although this month I wasn’t because of the process of adaptation to the new schedules (university and job). Next month I will write down here what was the result.

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